Saturday, May 24, 2008

@ 12:02 AM

Okaye, so i've chgned my blog link, blogskin, etc.

A whole new lease for my blog i guess. Was getting sick of the previous layout/name...

At least something new gives me the motivation to blog. XD

I do have 三分钟热度 for things, meaning i have a sudden burst of enthusiasm for a new hobby & it'll usually die out soon. :S

Was browsing ard whn i found some childish blog of a SEC4/5 girl about her wanting to drink dishwasher & die. I was like... wtf?

If there's anything i hate more then cockroaches, it had to be people who don't cherish life. Just reading her words makes you wonder how mature she is... is she really sec 4/5?!?!?!?

Someone wise once told me: "No matter how powerful or rich you may be, you can never bring back a life. That's why life is so precious."

But then agn, i have no idea what's going on abt her since i haven't been seriously depressed before, so who am i to judge? Who knows, someday, i might just have an urge to die cause i can't take it anymore?

But before you scream your heads off, no, i'm not gonna die. XD

Quite interesting though, was thinking & discussing it with L. The ways to die.

Well, if i really can't take it anymore, i'll prolly slit myself to death.

I wouldn't wanna jump, cause im *ahem* afraid of heights.
I wouldn't wanna gas myself cause i'll blue blue & die ugly.
I wouldn't wanna drown myself cause i figured the feeling of suffocating is terrible...& besides my body will turn bloated & UGLY.

Lets not talk abt gunning myself since i will nv be able to get myself a gun.
How about....burning myself to death? Definitely not. So painful! & i don't wana be reduced to ashes.

WORSE CASE, i burning halfway, thn some stupid neighbour go call police & thy attempt to save & AND i nv did die successfully, BUT i became disfigured in the end. SAD.

Ah.... what otehr ways... thr is taking pills, which is not bad since i'll seem to be sleeping, BUT i heard tht you'll end up puking & puking like a billion times cause ur body's gonna try and SCREAM saaaaveeee meeeeeeee!

& u prolly have to eat like 500 pills b4 u die since u keep puking the first 500 u ate.

dishwasher liquid drinking is just stupid. i'm gonna skip tht.

Saturday, May 24, 2008

@ 12:02 AM

Okaye, so i've chgned my blog link, blogskin, etc.

A whole new lease for my blog i guess. Was getting sick of the previous layout/name...

At least something new gives me the motivation to blog. XD

I do have 三分钟热度 for things, meaning i have a sudden burst of enthusiasm for a new hobby & it'll usually die out soon. :S

Was browsing ard whn i found some childish blog of a SEC4/5 girl about her wanting to drink dishwasher & die. I was like... wtf?

If there's anything i hate more then cockroaches, it had to be people who don't cherish life. Just reading her words makes you wonder how mature she is... is she really sec 4/5?!?!?!?

Someone wise once told me: "No matter how powerful or rich you may be, you can never bring back a life. That's why life is so precious."

But then agn, i have no idea what's going on abt her since i haven't been seriously depressed before, so who am i to judge? Who knows, someday, i might just have an urge to die cause i can't take it anymore?

But before you scream your heads off, no, i'm not gonna die. XD

Quite interesting though, was thinking & discussing it with L. The ways to die.

Well, if i really can't take it anymore, i'll prolly slit myself to death.

I wouldn't wanna jump, cause im *ahem* afraid of heights.
I wouldn't wanna gas myself cause i'll blue blue & die ugly.
I wouldn't wanna drown myself cause i figured the feeling of suffocating is terrible...& besides my body will turn bloated & UGLY.

Lets not talk abt gunning myself since i will nv be able to get myself a gun.
How about....burning myself to death? Definitely not. So painful! & i don't wana be reduced to ashes.

WORSE CASE, i burning halfway, thn some stupid neighbour go call police & thy attempt to save & AND i nv did die successfully, BUT i became disfigured in the end. SAD.

Ah.... what otehr ways... thr is taking pills, which is not bad since i'll seem to be sleeping, BUT i heard tht you'll end up puking & puking like a billion times cause ur body's gonna try and SCREAM saaaaveeee meeeeeeee!

& u prolly have to eat like 500 pills b4 u die since u keep puking the first 500 u ate.

dishwasher liquid drinking is just stupid. i'm gonna skip tht.